I was so near
So close to finding my soul,
but everything I did was filled with pain.
I remember the days when I had no hope,
I remember the mornings when I didnt screw up.
There are so many things that Id like to do,
but God why me?
Should I let you?
I tried to do what Ive been told,
but i try to much of what I can hold.
Now there is only one thing that i dont understand,
Why God,why did you put me in this plan?
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